RESIGNATION???

some ppl ar oredi askin me wen im resigning frm my PH part-time job... yesh its true tt i skipped the fri n sat time slot due to some issues tt i hav during the last min timings...


the reasons ar abit tad personal soo i cant say much abt it yet i can say a few or jus a single depends on how u c it ba.. since i dunoe how many i can type out here...

on the day, fri, to b exact... wen i was doin my own ting since i cldnt turn up for my wrk, i totali felt as if im subconsciously gettin further n further away frm tt place, meaning tt i dun feel the sense of belonging ther animore...


mayb coz i feel that i need to conc more on other things especially my studies...


soo hence ive decided to discuss wif my god-bro, closests frens n family members on this particular issue, it seems all agree that if i wana go n tender my resignation they actualli say tt its a greatest decision aftr it was hold off for many many n upteen many times since 3-6mths ago yet i still help onto tt place for wat reason exactly i cant say... many mixed reasons n feelings are present for tt decree of the thought for resignation...during tt time of course...

mayb due to the fact tt most of my 'kaki' 'members' were still ther but now totali changed, left me n cik zila which i cld say aint famiy like... haiz...


'LALA' n 'LiHA' are in their last year within their studies hence i wld say tt they wld prefer to conc n giv more of their time towards their studies of course tt wld b the natural course of decisions n events rite?

meanin, im left alone... cik zila is oredi busy ba... she oso got a family to take care off wif her husband's freelance job n stuff as well... n wats lef of my initial family ther? basicly oni me will b left...


yesh thers my managers ther but wats lef is INDAH hu isnt actualli the same time period as my family but she's close enuff...since many of my members are oredi gone, i feel no attachment to tt place n no mood to wrk without much motivation if most of the time im going to b doing most of the wrk like an overwrked employee slave...



haiz... finalli some of my innermost feelings surfaced... wadever lah... wat i said is true.. if they dun like it tt fine wif me but its true tt im overwrked n underpaid yet i still oni giv the complain of a little tired but i nvr did complain on how much i disliked it...


complaining is human nature but hating sumting is superhard unless u realli force them to a person hu oredi dislikes it... yet u make him or her dislike it to the core til it is classified as hatred...



tryin to make it clear to ppl... i am happy n fortunate tt i got to wrk ther but i guess i hav to move on in life to experience new things n i realli feel my attachment n bonds to tt place weakening by the thrust of time tt slowly cuts away that thin line...