Hols over oredi???

well wada u noe... todae's the last day of the hols for me... i mean those hu sch in NYP tt is coz tmr mornin classes will resume however will end half day meanin all classes will b on until 1pm which aftr tt is new yr hols...





haiz...





i jus wished tmr got no sch sia... i seriously mean it... how nice it wld b tt is...



well enuff of me complainin tt is...



ive been soo busy wif wrk n other things tt i totali frgt abt the other stuff tt im supposed to do... how sadded sia...

i mean i frgt abt the reports, studyin n all academic related stuff... am i such a bad person or wat? some say im jus being too pre-independent tt im blinded by which is more impt... ACADEMICS!!! i mean seriously, im jus in the mood to earn as much as i can i mean this is the hols rite wher one is suppose to enjoy n relaz... but i kept forgettin tt im in poly, the hols seasons arent like the past wher i was still in sec sch n stuff



coz in poly, the hols are different by a time lapse of 3~4 mths... haiz...

mayb my old self is not adjusting well aftr 2 whole yrs i guess... well nex yr will b my last whole 1yr stretch if everything goes well which i dun tink it will though...





well one can always say DIE but one must always TRY!!!



tts my new motto for the new yr... aahhahaahah DIE DIE DIE !!! but must TRY TRY TRY!!!


WELL HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

Last Wk of the Hols / Merry Christmas N Happy New Yr

whooossshhh!!!

time flies super fast wen ur super occupied wif sumting... well for me that sumting is wrkin here n ther n nearli everywher... jus exagerating....

i mean but i am moving arnd for wrk... im wrkin at two place wif two different jobs... One @ Bedok N the other is my permanent PT job dwnstairs.... tiring to do 2jobs for 2wks... lucky the temp job at bedok oni requires me to wrk 6 days in total for this 2wks break hols...


Every time i finish wrk, im jus damn tired coz i always go end wrk later than usual... Do i get paid extra? Dunnoe... Dun Care abt it tt much...

Wrkin for LUV i guess... sumtimes in life, this is the way coz if ur too picky n selfish, ur life in the future wil b in dire state... I dun mean to pick on anyone nor am i sayin tt i will come true...
jus stating some facts abt life...

ive been wrkin for how many yrs oredi arh? herm... since the O's i wld guess already 2yrs plus a mth i guess...how come i got a mth oredi arh? well bfr the O's i was already wrkin in really fact... wrkin temp jobs here n ther... for like a few days here n ther hence for tt time all add up together wld b a mth i guess... if we add my job experience for my relatives' catering services since i was younger then i wld hav wrked during my pri sch years...


hows tt for wrkin experience? i got more than most of my peers... tts y i noe tt my type is veri hard to come by as ill do my job as to wat my abilities allow me to n ill wrk hard...

Y is wrkin n academics soo different in my life? i can wrk super superly hardwrkin for WRK but not tt much for ACADEMICS??

im jus clueless abt tis sumtimes... mayb coz im pre-independent n as soo its subconsciously affecting me i guess? i mean in the sense tt i hav the need to b more independent n neglecting my studies??? mayb but i tink i realli need to psycho back my mindset...

haiz... new yr i tink ill go n psycho myself til i goo looney!!!

okok tts all for me... MERRY XMAS N A HAPPY NEW YR PPL!!!

Totali CLueless....

im jus soo damn clueless lor... i mean seriously, i dun hav any clue on wat to do for the hols except WRK WRK N MORE WRK... for the 1st wk tt is... 2nd wk got WRK + HW!!!


HW = homewrk = reports, tutorials, revisions n academic stuff

well, jus got back abt an hour ago frm my bedok temp job, hav to go to 7-11 job in 10mins.... haiz... im jus like soo damn stressed up lol...



soo far soo gd tt is at bedok... quite the bore yet its a great learnin experience ba since its sumting new n im learnin a few new things... overall = its a good learnin experience...


kk gtg to wrk liao i mean wrk dwnstairs... cya... laterz...

Exams Over / Hols Started

My last ppr being on thu was super depressing sia... i dun wana tok abt it n hence i shant but i can say tt frm tis tone of mine u all can expect y i say as soo ba...


OKOK... been busy since aftr the ppr... I mean i started wrkin like mad again since aftr tt ppr...
FRI -> mornin woke up n had to chiong improvise redeco, n wrap a bouquet of flowers (note: not real flowers)...

FoR whom? well for cher lah... Ms Chian Hwey Min to b exact... not my idea... im jus doin my part since i cant make a flower lol... n tt job is to wrap the bouquet... well wadever lah... it turned out quite ok.. a little help frm my sis last min coz i one person cant hold it together tt well...

Fri was totali a depressing news day i mean seriously, as on my previous few posts, i stated abt the briefing on the attachment rite? The results!!! --> My class/batch goes off for attachment 1st however im leftout coz i owe the sch modules hence im not eligible to follow them...

Hence since tt day my mood has been a depressing one... not depressed coz of the news but i oso DUNNOE LIAO!!!

wats wrng wif me? no drive to chiong anything liao... my wrk oso like not my likeliself....
oh ya... jus got back frm my temp job at bedok area ther... Y ther? jus helping out a fren at her place wher she's wrkin... btw an autie if ur wondering... jus helping out for 6days for the entire 2wk hols... earnin some xtra cash to buy new yr gifts...


herm... i hope my cheerful looney self gets well soon... i wana chiong my pract which due to tis mood i rather slack away my time... dotz...


OKOK... ill blog again later aftr i wash up.... Drenched in the rain n 1st ting i do wen i come back aftr puttin away my stuff is to blog... lol... ahahahaha

Stressing Out!

i noe since im left wif like wat? appx 2h bfr i hav to leave the house n catch the train rite... i mean bloggin now instead of conc. on my revision...

well im doin tis coz its now break time... i mean brunch time...
soo far... the revision has yet to b tt fruitful... at least much better than ystrdy as ive absorbed much more n can remember rather than wat happened ystrday mayb coz my of headache ystrday tt lasted throughout the entire day...

herm, wonder wat i did to make it as soo?

well the past is the past rite? better not dwell upon it...

wah! hard time sia i mean tis module... wah i tink i sure die one but i wunt giv in to the ppr until the end... ill jus keep on struggling til i cant lor...

tts the way i live my life... try ur hardest til the last sec even if i were to say DIE DIE DIE DEAD!!! all the time... ahahaha... say one thing but do another ahahaha....

reverse pyschology works in dire times like exams ahahaha.... always say DIE but always TRY...

hehez... however oni like a few of my frens notice this particular weird habit trend of mine...wen i say few i mean super duperly few like can count jus using on hand... cant b specific on the number but i cld say tt the numbers are 1-5 ahahahaha...


kkz... back to studyin... later aftr the exams hav to laz abit then go to wrk.... kkz... laterz... wen i reach home if got time bfr wrk, ill post up ya...

The LAST PAPER!!!

jus woke up... ystrday's effort to study FPM was very unsuccessful n totali a waste of effort..

Y? coz i totali cant remember wat i studied... did i study wrong or wat i dunnoe...
well lets jus forget wat happened yesterday n focus on todae's case...

2dae, my ppr starts at 430pm meaning i hav to b at the exam centre aka lecture theatre 15mins bfr hence 415pm...
i have like abt 6 hours bfr i need to go off to sch... but the time ill b using to study will b lesser than tt since i gotta eat n stuff rite?

hence assuming as soo, ill have oni abt 4hours or soo to study... is the time sufficient enuff since ystrday was not fruitful at all?
lets jus do my best ya?
tts all a guy like me can do for the time ba...

All the best to u all n myself

2 papers down, 1 more to go...

2 papers are of past, 1 more to go...

the pprs that i hav oredi taken n past is that of Reactor System N Maths...
RS was ok i guess... confusing at first n was still confusing til the end of the ppr...
Y i say like tt? well its coz i was goin arnd n arnd the qn.

coz of me goin round n round, i had a major headache n cldnt finish my last qn...
erm actualli i cldnt finish 2qns i tink... one qn got part (b) n (c)... well anything ba as long i believe i did my best n passing it i suppose...


Maths -> erm dun tink i cld ever make it for this one but i dun tink ill fail tt badly like 10 out of 100 rite? i mean shld worst case scenario wld be 35 out of 100... tts the worst for me lah... if go any lower that means im a gonecase liao....


Well todae, wed, i dun hav any ppr coz ive oredi taken my elective's ppr last week.... i tink i scored full marks but then again mayb got one or two careless mistakes ba... since it was easy... I shld realli take BIOLOGY related as a diploma.... i understand bio more than anything lor... haiz... sadz... but hey, i cant anyhow dropout since its oredi my end of 2nd yr oredi... soo i cant back out rite? anwayz, my plan was to become a cher soo ill become one with this as a stepping stone i guess...


Tmr's my last ppr and as i stated on 2 post ago that this ppr called FPM (Fluid Particle Mechanics) is the killer which i dunnoe wether more worse than mths or not to me tt is...

wadever it is tmr's ppr will b a killer n ill say tt im a gone case... meanin i oredi got like how many pprs failed oredi inclusive of my class tests...? lets jus say 75%-85% of the entire modules... OMG!!!


well all the best to u all n to me as well... dun wana die like 30%-40% for these module.. fail is can but not less than 35% n ill b content...

A Change of Style?

Here i am posting abt my blog...
1st thing is that im apologitic abt my blog. coz accidentally had removed the entire layout meaing everything while i was messing with the template...

Lesson learnt -> nvr play with things tt u dunnoe like the html n stuff...
Henceforth, i will oni use default skins available to me by the blogger itself... sadz but im too lazy to learn html codes n etc.

Soo even if plain its okie ba...

To those hu visits here n cant find their links, pls tag ur links... sori abt tt... i oni can remember some of ur blog add... thkz n sorri once again...

Common Test Week For Yr2Sem2

aloz peepz... busy lah wif juggling my hectic, stressful n yet bore life...

tmr will be the start of the Common Test Wk aka Term exams...
Mon will b RS, Tue EMAC which i soo hate n 4ever soo clueless abt, Wed other got elective but mine over, Thu is FPM paper... the KILLER!!!! for sure!!! Fri got this briefing for nex yr which batch will be goin for attachment etc.

to me... it doesnt affect my choice ba since i cant for sure go for any attachment until i complete my owing of modules to the SCL (C)... hence ill jus go ther to rot okok mayb not entirely true tt ill rot ther... i mean i still can take part by listening as ill b affected onli at a much later date than the rest of the peeps rite?

soo listen gd n remember tts all i can do lor...

then durin the hols wld b all the way wrk, bike pract, goin out but not forgetin the super impt things to do wld b my reports, sem pro and also revise for the upcomin class tests aftr the hols...

YEPZ!!! as all can c, hols arent hols.... it'll nvr be for my life... the oni time i call hols time wld be wen i can jus slack n lax all day long lol without worries, wrkin nor movin arnd tt much... lol... meanin wld be tt my hols wld b the time i relaz n rest up... bfr more hectic turns of events lor... wat else?


mayb im lookin at life in a weird angle but im lookin at all angles and this is one of the many options to choose frm but i tink coz of my personality, i guess tis term wld best describe of how i c life in this kinda angle of life's situation ahahhaha....

of course my situation ba... for wat look at others' wen ur life is more impt than the rest as at the end of life, ur own will b reflected upon and u noe the rest lah...
i dun wan say it as some may think im racist or religionist or wadever lah... its up to wat ppl think n believe in... for me, im jus a mixed up case of a person hu sumting contradicts oneself too many times...


i hope i can pass my RS which is a must since i cant fail again if not i say bb lor.
EMAC - if can pass wif a D ill be soo damn super happy ill b more awake for mths lol...
FPM - wah the killer pprs... plain n dry with many technical stuff n calculations which is 2 of my worse fortes...
if tis one i can pass i shld be grateful n will strt studyin like thers no tmr but like i said hu noes...n fill up the blanks urselves kkz...


since ill b quite free durin the exam wk as i hav to study via lappy n bks since lappy got the slides ba henceforth ill keep an update of things nearli everyday...

kkz... gtg to wrk... comeback home then ill totali snore n wake up earlier to revise RS again... soo stressed up i feel like goin to get admited to the hospital is a great idea... yet ill have to retake a harder ppr if tt happens lol...