Hols strted... Wat am i gona do i wonder?

herm the hols strted jus recently officially for my side ystrday lor...

hows the exams if u might ask? herm dunwana say much abt it lah... im happy tt my nightmares ar ovr... u noe i keep tryin yet its super duperly difficult to change my way of things i guess its human nature..

its possible but its difficult lor... herm i need to read up bks more abt how the brain wrks lah soo i can chnge myself faster to a better person... hey dun tink otherwise of the wrk better person... im referin to my life of academics n family n oso my wrkin life... its a complicated life i lead wif many things to juggle yet not alot of ppl noe wat is it actualli tt im referin to but hey i nvr asked abt urs rite? coz certain tings ar jus meant for the ear's of the wall infrnt of u wen ur alone to disclose coz the wall is a better listener than anyone though the negative things wld b tt it can nvr reply u...

LOLZZZ!!! ahahahaha....


well i came back frm wrk reachin home abt 1215am lor... ya abt an hour ago bfr i post tis... it was ok lah aftr bein MIA for abt 1mth ++...due to commitment towards my academic life... everione was like askin each other wat happen to me? while i was MIA... wether i was like sulkin tt i dunwana wrk animore or other things lah... well everione todae looked happy tt i can wrk again but i told them till end of the hols oni lor... coz wen sch reopen i wunt noe wat life will hav for me i mean the complications n everitin else ba...


haiz got alot of things goin on in my head n im oredi feelin super sleepy... haiz.. goin to bed in a few mins...

ill continue postin aftr wrk tmr lor... i mean the nex mornin on sat mornin tt is... ahahah... nitez ppl

1 more ppr to go [Reactor System]

my last ppr is on wed lah... ya... last ppr which is also my worst module... soo far, i guess 1st bfr mths...

Reactor system aint my thing... ive neither been great or ok wif mths nor engineering stuff... i prefer science totally yet since im in tis course n i cant do notin to chnge it hence gotta live wif it...

Aftr wed's ppr is like boredom til results day comes out which i tink im jus gona freak it out like mad since i totali noe how stupid im rite now... haiz...

y am i sayin its totali gona b boredom durin the hols? ill tell u here n now...
1. coz im jus gona b workin til end of the hols...[ notin great rite?]
2. coz fastin mth strt in mid sept all the way to bfr sch strts again [hope ill still b in nyp ba]
3. notin great planned out for the hols except to apply for class 2B license... [which is the reason y i need to wrk wil bored to pay for the classes ba]
4. i got alot of self-reflecting to do durin this period to tink abt wat im gona b doin, wat to do and majorly think abt the direction i want to pave my own path...


well i gtg pplz... i got religious class to attend sumore... haiz...

Semestral Exams

aologies for not bloggin since then, main reasons wld b busy wif the common tests, reports, presentation n project...

well aftr those ar done i wasnt able to get online most of the time... n im too engrossed in tryin to pass for the exams tts all i guess...

ALL E BEST 2 ALL n GD LUCK 4 THE SEMESTRAL EXAMS KKZ...

Exams have strated!!!

well ystrday was my Cost Accounting test and i totali dunnoe wat happened inside the LT totali!!!

made alot of careless mistake and cldnt finish the paper OMG!!! well i hope overall grade wld b a B and ill still b happy...

To me rite now, if i can get all my grades to b a C and above ill b damn super happy... Coz i noe im a slacker, in-born, and that im not tt academicly excelled person type u noe... Hence, i tend to take things too easy and not bother by it. Since, tis sem is the strt of Yr2 ba, the modules are damn hard and frustrating... I dun understand most of it... soo even if i wrk hard, i noe i aint able to score coz ive never have scored in anything as of yet. So if a PASS, D, is wat i get its better than gettin a FAIL and REPEATING the module again coz i dun like the way it is...

My EMAC aka maths which i hav to repeat tis sem was like totali diff frm last sem coz the syllabus changed again unlike last sem which was much easier considered coz bfr i the sem strted, i oredi revised 'Some', super little lah.. Tis sem those things that wasnt covered last sem totali blew me off... Its like not repeatin the module lor, its like a new module all over...

Thats Y im gona work hard for my Exams... Tmr is A-Chem test, and i hope i can manage to memorize and totali understand tt module by tonite...

Oh ya, i got lesson @ 1pm for BPA tutorial... nearli frgt... hav to hand in the excel assignment by tis wk... nearli frgt abt it.. haven touch though, ystrday suppose to strt aftr the test but damn too tired, went to bed earli and like jus woke up to blog... wakakak...

I find myself too weird for my ownself to handle sumtimes... But im me n jus me soo i tink i shld jus accept my ownself.
Am i jus too phylosophical and pychological @ times? ok mayb too many times...
mayb i shld change course lah... tts wat my fren told me to do but too bad lah... im stuck here in NYP CPT... i dun love it nor do i hate it... but i dun wana leave here coz i got frens that i wana b with... ther ar a great bunch of ppl kk... if i werent here, then i wouldnt hav met them n mayb elsewher i wldnt even hav met tis type of ppl u noe...

Thats all frm me folks, Jia You!!!