It seems that many not good things ar happenin in my life tis wk.
MON- i was sick since fri with a super headache. went 2 doc to check it out on mon. Migraine totali. Bought the super EX medicine n some other. Now feelin better. Heachaches are nearli all gone.
TUE- @ abt 3am, my dad was sent to the Changi Hospital frm wrk coz of a sickness. Admitted to the hospital. Had a totali boring day in sch n hospital.
WED- Now in sch, didnt noe that ther was no A-Chem Lecture. Ms Diong came to find Elvi-jie 2 change the lab timetable coz of clash wif the Common Test Timetable... I assume todae will oso b a dull day for me coz im still feelin unwell. N i dun hav the energy in me to do much of anything todae...
Well its neither a good nor a bad week. Its jus a SIANZ week to me... My life is jus detiorating as the days countdown to the exams...
This week is exactly 2mths away frm my bdae... Is that the cause of my MOOD SWINGS...???
I feel veri negative abt myself with each passing day. Dunnoe y but its like tt... The feelings ar swingin but most of them ar negative... The only time wen i feel positive is wen i jus lay on the bed n look up upon my bed's ceiling...
Is that the oni thing tt can make me feel better? Mayb i shld jus laz the day away but the time n the urgency abt the exams aint lettin me to do so. Realli gotta plan all tis out soon... If not im in deep waters that ar freezin cold that could freeze me in it n it will lead to more complications for me in my miserable lost life...
Y am i sayin soo much negative things abt myself? well im feelin disgusted wif myself... I jus wish my happy-go-lucky, positive, crazily n looney, idiotic me wld jus return ASAP... I miss myself... sarcasm n irony haiz...
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