Is it me or Is it jus me?

i tink its jus me... Im subconsciously denying n stayin away frm my grp members... its sumting that i wish i cld do sumting abt but i dun tink im able to anytime soon...

Coz well, it seems that if i were to join them, ill totali feel akward like TOTALLY!!! coz the vibes they giv and the way they do tings aint my liking.. im not tryin to b rude or anything kkz... its jus tt i cant work in such an environment... y u ask?

well ther ar sumtings that prevent me frm concentrating wen im wif them... mayb coz of the grp of frens i hang out n the way we tink ar totali diff ba

it seems that they ar nearli done wif the excel whereas im like still stuck @ 25-35% production for the project doin it by myself...

My frens hav oredi called me weird as they stated that i mdoin it myself while my grp members ar oso doin it...

Ther ar tings that ive experience in life that others maynot ba... Those things made me hu i am n i learn frm them... Thus my actions ar so due to those experiences n things...

Am i to force myself in such a state wher my mood ar totali swingin uncontrollably unstable...
Its like adding more fuel to the flame thats oredi big...!!!
Thus its like total chaos within my own state of being!!!

Haiz... i jus wish i cld jus get it done n over wif... Pls sumone kill me n resurrect me another time... like aftr the exams...