CA n RS Over liao... Lef BPA [my resolve at the moment]

CA i tink i manage to score an A hopefully but if i do get a B i feel contented. RS was difficult as always to me... i noe which modules im weak at... i try my best no matter wat to try n absorb, understand n remember as much of each module i can...where possible... ill struggle wif it to the end...

as i am rite now, i feel as if i hav totali lost the will of my academic life... yet i hav the feelings to continue doing the best of my abilities and persue as much as i can towards my studies...

i hav oredi known my limits of certain criterias n areas yet i still feel like i should strive to improve it, no?

even though i may hav lost the will, the need for it still lives...
mayb i can rekindle the drive once again...
im not the type to let negative things affect me... mayb they do realli hav a great impact towards myself n my life but however, im the guy hu always at the end of the day keeps lookin forward to the future happy days tt i wish for...


A typical hack-care, care-free, happy-go-lucky, positive guy... not forgettin b happy n smile alwayz...

am i jus too optimistic? it is said tt my personality is as so n the weakness is being too n over optimistic...
it mayb considered a weakness however, i feel tt it is a blessing as im like tis because i am myself n oni myself for tt im thankful for it as i can keep being myself no matter the outcome that is thrown to me...

okok mayb ill b down n gloomy once a while... i too hav mood swings...
my mood swings like a wave yet my results are as stagnant as the x-axis... hehez

its jus something i crapped out quite sometime ago... its kinda true however i hope not... coz i dun wana sit still like the water, a river wld b gd as it has a tide, waves n many more...

my fren read tt im a yin-earth yet i aspire to b tt of water... we will tok abt it aftr my last ppr kkz? goin to study again then slp n wake up to study again...