CA n RS Over liao... Lef BPA [my resolve at the moment]

CA i tink i manage to score an A hopefully but if i do get a B i feel contented. RS was difficult as always to me... i noe which modules im weak at... i try my best no matter wat to try n absorb, understand n remember as much of each module i can...where possible... ill struggle wif it to the end...

as i am rite now, i feel as if i hav totali lost the will of my academic life... yet i hav the feelings to continue doing the best of my abilities and persue as much as i can towards my studies...

i hav oredi known my limits of certain criterias n areas yet i still feel like i should strive to improve it, no?

even though i may hav lost the will, the need for it still lives...
mayb i can rekindle the drive once again...
im not the type to let negative things affect me... mayb they do realli hav a great impact towards myself n my life but however, im the guy hu always at the end of the day keeps lookin forward to the future happy days tt i wish for...


A typical hack-care, care-free, happy-go-lucky, positive guy... not forgettin b happy n smile alwayz...

am i jus too optimistic? it is said tt my personality is as so n the weakness is being too n over optimistic...
it mayb considered a weakness however, i feel tt it is a blessing as im like tis because i am myself n oni myself for tt im thankful for it as i can keep being myself no matter the outcome that is thrown to me...

okok mayb ill b down n gloomy once a while... i too hav mood swings...
my mood swings like a wave yet my results are as stagnant as the x-axis... hehez

its jus something i crapped out quite sometime ago... its kinda true however i hope not... coz i dun wana sit still like the water, a river wld b gd as it has a tide, waves n many more...

my fren read tt im a yin-earth yet i aspire to b tt of water... we will tok abt it aftr my last ppr kkz? goin to study again then slp n wake up to study again...

Maths Ppr over, lef 3 more to go...

Ystrday was mths ppr... It was ok i guess...hopefully can get a nice C wld b gd enuff for the time being...

So im lef wif Cost Accounting which is tmr, Reactor System, my so-called worst before mths on thu mornin and BioProcess Application on fri.

Its not over yet aftr the exams... Aftrwards i gotta strt on my PIC report which is due in 2 wks time if im not mistaken. Haiz... the stress n pressure but i still gotto do it ya....

So tonite gotta study for both RS n CA.... but will strt on CA 1st since its tmr ba then RS... y? coz RS is hard for me soo gotta strt earlier n CA is my elective.. can say its quite on a norm lvl kkz...

Gettin started all over again...

here i am ppl again... gettin strted all over again as i totali need to forget the present n the past yet look towards the many ups n more downs of my life from tis point onwards...

hope to make a turnin point in my life... soo many things happenin at once in my life tis time around tt it hurts n i jus feel like im gona break down anytime soon... mayb anytime like any sec or min yet i duno wen...

unfortunately i oredi broke down once durin my june study break...

Soo here i am again n shall try my best to comply to my blog as a startup to my new way of life...